Currently sitting listening to my sister go on about what she should wear to my brother’s graduation. She is hilarious… and is eating everything in the house at the moment. I wish I could eat and not gain a single pound. It is so not fair that my metabolism SUCKS!! I feel so fat, and sick all of the time. Even losing 15 pounds would make a huge difference in my life. Eating out is my vice… I need to learn to cook healthier foods at home. I don’t even know hat I’m going to do next semester when I go back to school. I won’t have a meal plan, so I will be forced to eat processed frozen meals. It is going to b difficult, but maybe I’ll actually lose some weight.

I wish I was dancing again with my sister… she is literally living her best life. Everyone is so supportive of her dancing, but when I wanted to dance it was not “practical”. Maybe one day I will be able to do what I love whole heartedly again. I’m very excited for my sister… is it terrible to feel a little jealous, or even envious??